Yipii... *Shouting out loud*...Hahaha.. finally i finish my exams already and i've finally graduated now... hahaha.. i'll be having my long long holidays already back home then only i'll go find one job after my resting time.. so Friends.. i'll be meeting you all already soon alright.. For those who stay in KL i'll only be able to meet you guys for the last and final week next week ok because i'll be moving back my hometown already during next weekend so i might not meet up with you all already.so do feel free to find me next week ok..Monday to Friday let me know the time and date then i'll arrange my time to meet up ok.. after that if you all want to meet me then have to go down to my hometown to find me or else if i'm coming down to KL will give you guys a buss alright.. Muacks.. So happy.. i'm graduated already and i'm as free as a bird now.. hahaha.. MERDEKA... hahaha.. Really waiting for this long long long holidays for a very long long time already.. hahaha..

And i would like to take this opportunity to wish Delia and Hui Yee happy birthday today.Not forgetting to wish Nadia and Nat happy belated birthday too because yesterday was their birthday but then i have already wished them both yesterday so i think i never wish online wouldn't matters at all.. hahaha.. So may all you gals wishes come true and good luck in you gals future undertakings alright.. Take care and have lots of fun.. muacks.. i miss you gals soooo much.. oh and good luck to Delia in her coming exams and i hope you're feeling better already right now about your cough and all ok..

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i've just finish writing my assignments after the whole day of sitting in front of the pc just cracking my brain out and writing  finally now i felt relieved after finishing one assignment that i need to pass up next week  have one more to go to finish up maybe by tomorrow because also next week i've to hand in so its abit stressful these days for me  but then i still coping them all well so there is no need to worry basically.homework is still on the line waiting for me to do but then i think i'll call it a day for today and rest.By the way its already 5.34am and i think i better go back home after this when i see the sky brighten up if not it might be dangerous for me to go home at this time  so i think will check some mails and write blog a while then only go home so i'll stop here my friends.. Felt so relieved right now..  can rest my brain already.. heehe

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Just found out one of my friend Nee Nee is being sad because of her love relationship   She haven't told me what's going wrong with her and only one small portion of her very sad story she mentioned to me  Its kind of sad to know all this when i see my friends are being sad but then i can only say things will be better soon alright.Do cheer up soon and try to get over that sadness of yours alright.always stay strong.i'll meet her soon next week then will listen to all of the stories you wanted to tell me ok.

For now take care and i'll always be there for you no matter how sad or happy you're.Lotd of love ok..Cheer up ya.. *muacks*

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I just finish watching Oprah Show.It was the greatest show of all, which means a lot in every episode i might say  Oprah teaches me a lot of things in life all the time when i watched her episodes.Tonight it was the show of showing the greatest mom's of all in everyones life. Showing how much care and love each of us have within our own mum in our lives with  and care  Mothers day is coming in few days time and i would like to wish my mom HAPPY MOTHERS DAY here first.I've already given my mom Mother's Day gift by the way and this is advance i know but then i already surprised her and she was happy to receive my gift so i'm happy  I was afraid that i might not be able to celebrate that very special day with her because my exams are near and i scared i might not be able to come back home to celebrate with her so i gave her my gift in advance on Friday  As always she said to me:" You've always surprised me with something that makes me happy and laugh " hahaha  Well this is me i think.. hahaha  So for those who haven't gotten anything for your mom then go find something special for your own mom to show some love and appreciation for her.At least one simple card made by yourself if you cannot afford to buy something for her will make her happy.Trust me. Or one kiss and hug will also cheer her up a little. Oh By the way the following is what i wrote for my mom in the mother's day card i gave her.

Firstly i would like to tell you all how i would put the word MOTHER in my life so here goes:

               M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell 
             "MOTHER,"
A word that means the world to me.

Then I would like to write my mum a simple poem to show how much she means to me so here goes:

Mother, You filled my days with rainbow lights,
fairytales and sweet dream nights,
A kiss to wipe away my tears,
Gingerbread to ease my fears.

You gave the gift of life to me,
And then in love, you set me free.
I thank you for your tender care,
for deep warm hugs and being there.

I hope that when you think of me,
A part of you, you'll always see.
You've given me so very much in many special ways,
In gentle words of comfort and in loving words of praise.

In taking time to talk awhile,
in trying to understand.
In sharing in my greatest Joys,
in helping when you can.

And the thoughtfulness you always show
in everything you do
makes you the kind of mother
dearly treasured all year through.

Mom, for all these years
I'm sure you've had
a heart full of hopes and dreams
and special longings of your own.
And you've always listened and shared
my dreams, my wishes, and my heartaches
as if they were the only ones in the world...

That takes a lot of love , Mom
I understand that now
and I hope you realize
How much I thank you...
How much I love you...
And how much I wish you happiness. Muacks..

Mom, You¡¯re The Goddess Mom I¡¯ve Ever Had In My Entire Life.

I Thank God for blessing me with such wonderful mom.

I really appreciate always with what she¡¯s thought me in life.

And I¡¯ll make sure she¡¯ll receive the best from me in the future.

If I had hurt you in some ways,

I would take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness here right now with all my heart ,

I can tell I¡¯ve NEVER intentionally hurt your feelings EVER in my life.

So HAPPY MOTHER¡¯S DAY,

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MOM.Muacks

With Lots of Love,

Your Dearest Daughter E Ling

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To My Beloved Cousin Brother,

These are some advices i can give you and hoping you'll feel better after reading it. As you know Love is a Universal emotion, the goal we all seek, the prize that can make our lives complete and whole. Love is both timeless and, in too many instances, transient. We all believe, if only because we must, that love can be found. Some of us - maybe most of us - have discovered it can also be lost.

Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship. But such a love doesn't always stay platonic. Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line, between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult.

Let me write something meaningful here as i know how you felt deep down in you after hearing all from you.I'm feeling what you're feeling too deep down and i understand how you felt  I'm also feeling sad for you  Here goes:

You might say i don't know how you're feeling.

You've yet to vocalize the desire deep inside you.

Maybe no one can see you in the eyes,

After what you've done all these while.

You tremble when you're near her,

Heat travels up your tighs,

And you want her with an urgency at times,

That you just can't describe.

Do you think she'll realize,

How much effort you've given to impress her in some ways?

How much you want her to see it in your eyes,

That you want her to be you special someone.

You've long to express yourself to her,

But her reply was not what you have expected.

Yet its from someone and not from herself to let you know how she feels for you.

You're being in pain and felt the sadness here deep down.

The camouflaged emotions,

Lead to pain and silent cries.

Yet you just can't tell her.

How exhausted you've been doing all these for such long time.

Giving up on her and letting her go,

Maybe is the best choice of all since everyone is advicing you to do so.

Your heart is feeling weak on her already now,

That you need to move on to live a better life in your future.

Time will tell and things will turn out better,

So don't give up on yourself because of one person.

Stay strong as you can,

I'll always be there for you no matter what,where and when alright. 

You've all my support being there with you always,

And do hear me out that the God will help you always,

For He will find someone better in your life for you to see soon,

By then you can find the light once more.

So try your best to get over this,

And live happily as you always can,

With all your smiles and laughters on your face,

To let everyone see your happy face.

P/S: Do take care of yourself alright and i hope you'll feel better when time passes ok.Time will heal so stay strong my dear cousin.